I am so stupid for giving my heart out so easily to "friends".

If there is one person in the world whom I can believe in... where are you?

I've been chilling out these couple of days, hanging out with my friend at home, reading manga, working on my Old English project and, most of all, progressing on an old fantasy novel idea I had started in March 2008. I had written down a whole bunch of crazy ideas when I did some brainstorming in March of last year, but lost the two sheets of paper amongst a storm of schoolwork and finally took the time to dig through the piles and find them yesterday. And I've found a new niche to hide in and do my schoolwork and writing... at the small cafe in the corner of the Indigo bookstore, on the second floor with huge windows overlooking the busy city street. It's nice to space out and stare at people and the many Christmas lights while thinking of ideas for my book. The cafe is incredibly warm and cozy and makes my beloved grilled cheese sandwiches, not to mention they make delicious lattes too, so I do believe I've found a nice, new place to frequent.

I wrote a good 5 new pages of plot outline, and I've progressed much further into the story which is good, although I have yet to work out a lot of the main themes and haven't even started doing the character profiles yet.

I wore glasses today to go to the cafe to work some more (before overdosing on cheese by watching the new Twilight movie, New Moon, with some friends) and my friend who was supposed to meet me at the theatre nearly walked right past me. She said she almost couldn't recognize me :( Just because I've gone into crazy writer mode!



Oh, and there's supposed to be a snowstorm tomorrow. Expecting 20cm of snow; the fun has begun.